Tuesday, April 30, 2013

destiny- final part

hey guys! first thing I want to apologize for being a really bad blogger specially these months I've been going through a lot and I didn't have any ideas. I finally figured out the ending simple and nice. I really enjoyed being a blogger it was the best thing I've done I enjoyed being with you guys! I made lots of great friends and I regret nothing about it. can you believe I've been blogging for 10 months? tthat's insane anyways I love each one of you enjoy xo

and this post is dedicated to my awesome awesome friend "s" I love you so much thank you for everything xo

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two days have passed and I was convinced my hadeel that I should talk to him

today I had to go to the hospital to do some checkups to make sure nothing happened while I was "there"

I had to go with aziz because both my dad and majed were away for work

I thought it was a good Idea to talk to him there but I was nervous. very nervous in fact.

I went to my room to look for something to wear I found a floral printed skirt and a lime green shirt that I tucked it in, I paired it with a beige missoni scarf

I heard the bell ring so I hurried downstairs and found aziz

my heart was pounding, for some reason I was scared

I greeted him and we went in the car

I was shaking my thighs and playing with my hands it was so awkward

aziz:what's wrong?

me:nothing

I continued shaking

he held my arm while looking at the street

aziz:calm down please

I felt tingling in my stomach

I smiled and nodded

he started chatting to comfort me. he's so nice!.

we went to the hospital and did the check ups

all that time aziz was talking to me I actually enjoyed it

I was feeling safe and happy!

we finished everything and got out

Aziz:ween tb3'een nro7 el7een?

I smiled and looked down to his hand

I moved my hand closer to his till I touched it

I opened my hand I interlocked my fingers with his

I felt his shock but I knew that both of us know what I meant and what my answer was.

I was more than ready to have a new journey with him

I didn't care about what's gonna happen in the future

I looked up to him he was staring I smiled

me:let's go to the restaurant I HUNGRYY

he laughed and we went to the car...

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Tuesday, April 2, 2013

destiny- part 20

HEEEYY!! I missed you guys terribly and I am really really really really sorry I hope you guys forgive me for the delay and enjoy and tell me what you think!
I wanna dedicate this post to @_nawalsays for being an awesome supporter thank you<3


deema's point of view:

two days passed and it was like hell I was trapped in the same exact place that I dreamed of

I was so scared they treated me like shit

the had me in the tiniest room that had nothing in it

they never gave me food water was the only thing I got

the only thing I did was pray that someone would find me somehow and get me outside of this hellhole

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I was running as fast as I could I still can't believe i finally got out

As I run I was remembering what happened right now

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I heard someone whisper my name

I immediately opened my eyes

there was a very familiar face over me

I looked at him closely

me:AZIZ!!

he put his hands over my mouth

aziz:shush

he got up and I did the same

aziz:yalllaaaa bsr3a go from here

he pointed at an old rusty door

"bsmella" I whispered and sighed

he held my hand and we ran to the door

we tried to open the door slowly but it made a really loud crusty noise

shit

he opened it

but out of nowhere the two women got out

"deema ro7i bsr3a lel syara alsoda"

me:ahh-

aziz:ro7iii!!

he ordered

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I found the black car and opened the door quickly

I wasn't sure if I should drive or wait for him

I looked to my right and found him coming my way

he opened the door

got inside and started the car

I put my head back and closed my eyes

I'm out now!!

I wasn't scared anymore I felt safe with aziz

I giggled

he turned his head and looked at me in questioning eyes

I sat up

me:tell me everything

he sighed

aziz: tell you what?

me:why did they kidnap me?

he sighed again

he looked nervous

aziz:it's because of your dad

aziz noticed my crossed eyebrows

what does my dad have to do with the kidnap

aziz continued

aziz:because of his work. they wanted to steal the money so they kidnapped you

me:and how did you find me?

aziz:they were stupid , they didn't plan everything right

after what aziz said we stopped talking and I unintentionally slept

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aziz:deema deema

I rubbed my eyes and opened them

we arrived at my house I smiled I missed it ahh

I got outside and started walking I looked to my back and found aziz going to his house

me:aziz

aziz:n3m?

me:t3al 3ndna

he smiled and approached me

I opened the door to find majed my brother in front of me

he smiled widely I ran and hugged him

me:I missed youuu!

I heard footsteps coming near us and I found my dad and Amal I really missed them

We sat together and chatted I was so happy

but whenever I look at aziz he looked worried and kinda nervous

I gave him a questioning eye he replied with a smile

weird

after and hour or so majed excused himself to go with his friend

Amal and my dad went to sleep

I was alone with aziz

fixed my gesture

me:so tell me

aziz:tell you what?

me:what's wrong?

he sighed

aziz:I'm gonna say this but don't cut me till I finish,deal?

my stomach started aching this is so nerve racking

I nodded

aziz:remember when me met at the farm? from that day I really liked you

I smiled I liked the thought of that but I wasn't sure if I liked him THAT way

I panicked what should I say?

I heard the door open

luckily majed came phew

majed sat and started to talk

aziz and I weren't focusing at all I was staring at him thinking about what he said

I was confused. really really confused.

should I be happy? should I be sad?

I was numb I felt nothing

I thought maybe this numbing was just because that I was surprised




but 2 weeks passed I was in the same situation numb and daydreaming all the time

I haven't seen aziz since that day

I don't know what to do, usually majed helps me but I can't tell him about this

I had no one but hadeel, she came back from Saudi a couple of days ago

I missed her so much and I desperately needed her help

I texted her telling her I'm coming to her house

after the incident I wasn't aloud to go on a taxi alone or with amal so my dad took me to her house

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I went inside and hugged her I missed her a lot!

hadeel:so what's up?

me:what

hadeeel:I know there's something wrong!

I sighed

me:aziz

she smirked

me:what?

hadeel:I knew there was something between you guys

me:not really

hadeel:what do you mean not really?

me:not really as in he kinda said he likes me

she gasped

me:but I didn't answer him

I said quickly and nervously

she gasped louder

me:TALK

hadeeel:how did You NOT answer him? did YOU ignore him

me:nooo majed came before I could say anything

hadeel:okay here's what you should do!.

guyss! your comments?please?