hey guys! first thing I want to apologize for being a really bad blogger specially these months I've been going through a lot and I didn't have any ideas. I finally figured out the ending simple and nice. I really enjoyed being a blogger it was the best thing I've done I enjoyed being with you guys! I made lots of great friends and I regret nothing about it. can you believe I've been blogging for 10 months? tthat's insane anyways I love each one of you enjoy xo
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two days have passed and I was convinced my hadeel that I should talk to him
today I had to go to the hospital to do some checkups to make sure nothing happened while I was "there"
I had to go with aziz because both my dad and majed were away for work
I thought it was a good Idea to talk to him there but I was nervous. very nervous in fact.
I went to my room to look for something to wear I found a floral printed skirt and a lime green shirt that I tucked it in, I paired it with a beige missoni scarf
I heard the bell ring so I hurried downstairs and found aziz
my heart was pounding, for some reason I was scared
I greeted him and we went in the car
I was shaking my thighs and playing with my hands it was so awkward
aziz:what's wrong?
me:nothing
I continued shaking
he held my arm while looking at the street
aziz:calm down please
I felt tingling in my stomach
I smiled and nodded
he started chatting to comfort me. he's so nice!.
we went to the hospital and did the check ups
all that time aziz was talking to me I actually enjoyed it
I was feeling safe and happy!
we finished everything and got out
Aziz:ween tb3'een nro7 el7een?
I smiled and looked down to his hand
I moved my hand closer to his till I touched it
I opened my hand I interlocked my fingers with his
I felt his shock but I knew that both of us know what I meant and what my answer was.
I was more than ready to have a new journey with him
I didn't care about what's gonna happen in the future
I looked up to him he was staring I smiled
me:let's go to the restaurant I HUNGRYY
he laughed and we went to the car...
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Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
destiny- part 20
HEEEYY!! I missed you guys terribly and I am really really really really sorry I hope you guys forgive me for the delay and enjoy and tell me what you think!
I wanna dedicate this post to @_nawalsays for being an awesome supporter thank you<3
deema's point of view:
two days passed and it was like hell I was trapped in the same exact place that I dreamed of
I was so scared they treated me like shit
the had me in the tiniest room that had nothing in it
they never gave me food water was the only thing I got
the only thing I did was pray that someone would find me somehow and get me outside of this hellhole
...........
I was running as fast as I could I still can't believe i finally got out
As I run I was remembering what happened right now
................
I heard someone whisper my name
I immediately opened my eyes
there was a very familiar face over me
I looked at him closely
me:AZIZ!!
he put his hands over my mouth
aziz:shush
he got up and I did the same
aziz:yalllaaaa bsr3a go from here
he pointed at an old rusty door
"bsmella" I whispered and sighed
he held my hand and we ran to the door
we tried to open the door slowly but it made a really loud crusty noise
shit
he opened it
but out of nowhere the two women got out
"deema ro7i bsr3a lel syara alsoda"
me:ahh-
aziz:ro7iii!!
he ordered
....................
I found the black car and opened the door quickly
I wasn't sure if I should drive or wait for him
I looked to my right and found him coming my way
he opened the door
got inside and started the car
I put my head back and closed my eyes
I'm out now!!
I wasn't scared anymore I felt safe with aziz
I giggled
he turned his head and looked at me in questioning eyes
I sat up
me:tell me everything
he sighed
aziz: tell you what?
me:why did they kidnap me?
he sighed again
he looked nervous
aziz:it's because of your dad
aziz noticed my crossed eyebrows
what does my dad have to do with the kidnap
aziz continued
aziz:because of his work. they wanted to steal the money so they kidnapped you
me:and how did you find me?
aziz:they were stupid , they didn't plan everything right
after what aziz said we stopped talking and I unintentionally slept
.....................
aziz:deema deema
I rubbed my eyes and opened them
we arrived at my house I smiled I missed it ahh
I got outside and started walking I looked to my back and found aziz going to his house
me:aziz
aziz:n3m?
me:t3al 3ndna
he smiled and approached me
I opened the door to find majed my brother in front of me
he smiled widely I ran and hugged him
me:I missed youuu!
I heard footsteps coming near us and I found my dad and Amal I really missed them
We sat together and chatted I was so happy
but whenever I look at aziz he looked worried and kinda nervous
I gave him a questioning eye he replied with a smile
weird
after and hour or so majed excused himself to go with his friend
Amal and my dad went to sleep
I was alone with aziz
fixed my gesture
me:so tell me
aziz:tell you what?
me:what's wrong?
he sighed
aziz:I'm gonna say this but don't cut me till I finish,deal?
my stomach started aching this is so nerve racking
I nodded
aziz:remember when me met at the farm? from that day I really liked you
I smiled I liked the thought of that but I wasn't sure if I liked him THAT way
I panicked what should I say?
I heard the door open
luckily majed came phew
majed sat and started to talk
aziz and I weren't focusing at all I was staring at him thinking about what he said
I was confused. really really confused.
should I be happy? should I be sad?
I was numb I felt nothing
I thought maybe this numbing was just because that I was surprised
but 2 weeks passed I was in the same situation numb and daydreaming all the time
I haven't seen aziz since that day
I don't know what to do, usually majed helps me but I can't tell him about this
I had no one but hadeel, she came back from Saudi a couple of days ago
I missed her so much and I desperately needed her help
I texted her telling her I'm coming to her house
after the incident I wasn't aloud to go on a taxi alone or with amal so my dad took me to her house
......
I went inside and hugged her I missed her a lot!
hadeel:so what's up?
me:what
hadeeel:I know there's something wrong!
I sighed
me:aziz
she smirked
me:what?
hadeel:I knew there was something between you guys
me:not really
hadeel:what do you mean not really?
me:not really as in he kinda said he likes me
she gasped
me:but I didn't answer him
I said quickly and nervously
she gasped louder
me:TALK
hadeeel:how did You NOT answer him? did YOU ignore him
me:nooo majed came before I could say anything
hadeel:okay here's what you should do!.
guyss! your comments?please?
I wanna dedicate this post to @_nawalsays for being an awesome supporter thank you<3
deema's point of view:
two days passed and it was like hell I was trapped in the same exact place that I dreamed of
I was so scared they treated me like shit
the had me in the tiniest room that had nothing in it
they never gave me food water was the only thing I got
the only thing I did was pray that someone would find me somehow and get me outside of this hellhole
...........
I was running as fast as I could I still can't believe i finally got out
As I run I was remembering what happened right now
................
I heard someone whisper my name
I immediately opened my eyes
there was a very familiar face over me
I looked at him closely
me:AZIZ!!
he put his hands over my mouth
aziz:shush
he got up and I did the same
aziz:yalllaaaa bsr3a go from here
he pointed at an old rusty door
"bsmella" I whispered and sighed
he held my hand and we ran to the door
we tried to open the door slowly but it made a really loud crusty noise
shit
he opened it
but out of nowhere the two women got out
"deema ro7i bsr3a lel syara alsoda"
me:ahh-
aziz:ro7iii!!
he ordered
....................
I found the black car and opened the door quickly
I wasn't sure if I should drive or wait for him
I looked to my right and found him coming my way
he opened the door
got inside and started the car
I put my head back and closed my eyes
I'm out now!!
I wasn't scared anymore I felt safe with aziz
I giggled
he turned his head and looked at me in questioning eyes
I sat up
me:tell me everything
he sighed
aziz: tell you what?
me:why did they kidnap me?
he sighed again
he looked nervous
aziz:it's because of your dad
aziz noticed my crossed eyebrows
what does my dad have to do with the kidnap
aziz continued
aziz:because of his work. they wanted to steal the money so they kidnapped you
me:and how did you find me?
aziz:they were stupid , they didn't plan everything right
after what aziz said we stopped talking and I unintentionally slept
.....................
aziz:deema deema
I rubbed my eyes and opened them
we arrived at my house I smiled I missed it ahh
I got outside and started walking I looked to my back and found aziz going to his house
me:aziz
aziz:n3m?
me:t3al 3ndna
he smiled and approached me
I opened the door to find majed my brother in front of me
he smiled widely I ran and hugged him
me:I missed youuu!
I heard footsteps coming near us and I found my dad and Amal I really missed them
We sat together and chatted I was so happy
but whenever I look at aziz he looked worried and kinda nervous
I gave him a questioning eye he replied with a smile
weird
after and hour or so majed excused himself to go with his friend
Amal and my dad went to sleep
I was alone with aziz
fixed my gesture
me:so tell me
aziz:tell you what?
me:what's wrong?
he sighed
aziz:I'm gonna say this but don't cut me till I finish,deal?
my stomach started aching this is so nerve racking
I nodded
aziz:remember when me met at the farm? from that day I really liked you
I smiled I liked the thought of that but I wasn't sure if I liked him THAT way
I panicked what should I say?
I heard the door open
luckily majed came phew
majed sat and started to talk
aziz and I weren't focusing at all I was staring at him thinking about what he said
I was confused. really really confused.
should I be happy? should I be sad?
I was numb I felt nothing
I thought maybe this numbing was just because that I was surprised
but 2 weeks passed I was in the same situation numb and daydreaming all the time
I haven't seen aziz since that day
I don't know what to do, usually majed helps me but I can't tell him about this
I had no one but hadeel, she came back from Saudi a couple of days ago
I missed her so much and I desperately needed her help
I texted her telling her I'm coming to her house
after the incident I wasn't aloud to go on a taxi alone or with amal so my dad took me to her house
......
I went inside and hugged her I missed her a lot!
hadeel:so what's up?
me:what
hadeeel:I know there's something wrong!
I sighed
me:aziz
she smirked
me:what?
hadeel:I knew there was something between you guys
me:not really
hadeel:what do you mean not really?
me:not really as in he kinda said he likes me
she gasped
me:but I didn't answer him
I said quickly and nervously
she gasped louder
me:TALK
hadeeel:how did You NOT answer him? did YOU ignore him
me:nooo majed came before I could say anything
hadeel:okay here's what you should do!.
guyss! your comments?please?
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